This will be my very first journal posted on a social website. I’m kind of excited to start this. I hope it helps people and I hope it makes some others happy to hear about how I live as Master’s sub. So today is day 1 of denial. I suggested a challenge mostly for myself to see how long I can go without an orgasm. My record is 400 days. Yes, and I really had a hell of a hard time with it. A year and two months without sexual pleasure is fucking torture. I really hope I don’t have to wait that long, but Master will not tell me when I will get my pleasure. This doesn’t excuse me from pleasing him however he wants. My purpose is to please.
So my level of sexual need, on a scale of 1 to 100 is currently around 20. I had an amazing night last night with Master that blew my mind. Orgasm after orgasm until I passed out! Wow! I have to edge a minimum of twice a day until further notice. More is encouraged but not necessary. Today I edged myself once, going on twice. Part of my duties during this long period of time will also be to find pictures and videos of things that are interesting to me sexually and post them to my wall. I have to say something in everything I post. This just makes me even more turned on and it drives me crazy. My mind will probably get nastier and dirtier the more horny I get. So please don’t think that I’m some psycho bitch in heat. Haha.
So I figured I would start this blog out with a typical day for me. I’m very OCD. I like things to be in order and I love routine. When my stride is broken and my routine is broken, it throws me off big time and I can get a little frustrated or lost. So this is my typical day.
First of all, my basic attire at home is naked with the exception of a thick leather collar. No shoes. When I’m working out, I get to wear a pair of tennis shoes. Yoga is done naked.
I wake up at 5am every morning. I work out for a minimum of 45 minutes. Three times a week I do yoga to stay flexible and strong and feel peace in my mind. I do heavy cardio for an hour twice a week. Two days a week I don’t work out. As soon as I finish my workout, I take a long hot shower and make myself up. Make up and hair, perfume, shaving (neck down), and lotion. I edge myself every day right after I am looking appropriate. Master should never have to wake up to an ugly and sweaty and smelly cunt.
After I make myself up, I prepare Master’s breakfast. This is different every day and it’s done based on what I know he likes. After making him breakfast, I go back to his bed and wake him up by crawling under the covers and sucking him awake. Sometimes he cums in my mouth. Sometimes he claps and says which hole he wants to cum in “Pussy.” or “Ass”. If he claps I have less than three seconds to jump up and start fucking him with the hole he wants. If he cums in any hole that isn’t my mouth, I have to suck his cock clean after he cums. I kneel on the side of the bed and thank him for letting me pleasure him this morning and I wish him a good day. He will ignore me most of the time and go straight to the bathroom. Sometimes he makes me hold his cock while he pisses, sometimes he doesn’t. If I do have to hold it, I have to suck it clean and then lick the toilet bowl so he will have a clean bowl to sit on.
While he poops and showers, I make the bed and pick up his dirty clothes and lay out his clothes for the day. Sometimes he doesn’t use them and just wears a robe or something like that. I then go back to the kitchen and kneel down by his chair at the table and wait for him to come to breakfast. I make sure his Ipad is on the table for him to read news and whatever else he does with it during breakfast. When he comes in the kitchen, I pull his chair out for him and then serve him his meal and coffee. He likes his coffee with one sugar and two creams. I’ve perfected it for him over the years. I kneel down right behind him while he eats and uses his ipad just in case he wants or needs anything. As soon as he is done, he just gets up and walks to his computer or the den. I clean up the kitchen and eat my own breakfast. I usually have the same thing he’s having. But I eat it while I work. Then I clean the house. I do laundry, iron his suits, and sweep and mop the whole house. On Mondays, I do a deep cleaning. I wash and clean every inch of the house. The walls, every corner and under all the furniture. While I’m cleaning, if Master needs anything at all, even to use me, I drop what I’m doing and I run as fast as I can to him and serve him whatever he needs.
If I have shopping to do, Master will go with me. I get to pick my own clothes but I am limited to three items of clothing and no more. Shoes count as an item of clothing. So when I’m bleeding, and panties are necessary, then a dress is mandatory. Usually its a skirt and a top or if it’s cold, then pants and a top with shoes. I will do all the shopping since I know what we always need. I keep the home and it’s my job to keep it perfect. My collar will change in public to a thin leather choker with a heart symbol in the front of it.
Sometimes I will make us a light lunch. Sometimes we aren’t hungry and just have snacks. I make dinner for us every night unless he’s taking me out which is rare because he likes my cooking. I get to eat dinner at the table with him every night unless I screwed up somehow during the day or if he’s in a degrading type of mood which I like a lot. It’s the only time I’m really allowed to use furniture. I clean up after dinner and then I kneel down next to him in the den while we watch sports or his favorite TV shows. I have to keep up with his favorite sports so that we can talk about it while its on. Before bed, he sometimes looks at porn or chats with someone online while I suck him out of sight. I thank him for every single thing I do for him because it really is my pleasure to serve him. I prepare his bed at the end of the night and if I am a good girl and I did perfect all day and dinner was perfect, then I get to sleep in the bed with him. If I messed up, then I either sleep on the floor beside him on a wool rug. If it’s a cold night, I get blankets, if not, no blankets or pillow. If I really disappointed him, I get the cage which is in the far corner of the room and I can’t come out until I wake up in the morning. I’m a very good sub so I sleep with him most nights.
This is just a typical day for me. There’s many times that my routine is broken for many reasons. We play a different way or we are having a session of humiliation or pain. Or sometimes we don’t play at all and it’s a normal everyday kind of relationship. Vanilla is rare with us but it’s also nice to have that break every now and then. We are always on the same wavelength and it’s always nice to know that his love is deep.
Thanks
Sara
PS… If you have any questions or anything to say, please just drop me a line and I will answer you. Thank you so much.

